The Antidote to my Obsessions

anditslove: These are all of the books in my book stack. How am...

Fri, 24 May 2013 03:52:55 +1000

anditslove:

These are all of the books in my book stack. How am I supposed to ever read them all if I keep buying more?

billythecamera: My best years of my life was dedicated to...

Fri, 24 May 2013 03:45:10 +1000

billythecamera:

My best years of my life was dedicated to soccer… now I think I’m making a new set of better memories with oztag :)

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Tue, 30 Apr 2013 02:30:37 +1000

the only way

Wed, 24 Apr 2013 03:08:00 +1000

I remember the last time and every other time you would hold my hand. It’s always the same way.

No other way. Just this way.

You wouldn’t let our hands sway too far, scared my hand might slide from yours and into another.

You didn’t let much wind touch my hands, being jealous something else could hold it instead of you.

You would always squeeze my hand til it had no breath left inside of it, knowing this way, your hands was the last to touch mine.

This is how you held my hand - the only way you held my hand.

Nerdy Nummies - Totoro French Macaroons [x]

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 19:57:09 +1000

Nerdy Nummies - Totoro French Macaroons [x]

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Tue, 16 Apr 2013 20:46:39 +1000

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Tue, 16 Apr 2013 20:46:24 +1000

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There more I write to you. The more there is for me to cry about when we breakup. The more I have,...

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 03:41:00 +1000

There more I write to you. The more there is for me to cry about when we breakup. The more I have, the longer it’s going to take me to forget about you. Maybe this was the plan all along. Not letting myself forget you. Not forgetting who you are, what you are and why you are this to me. When I’m with you, my heart hurts. I want so much of you. Your smile to be about me, your laugh to be for me, your love to be only mine. I want to hold everything that you have into my embrace. I want the world to know you are untouchable. I want to have you everywhere in my life. I want all of this and so much more. Because even if we break up, this will be all I’ll remember about you.

I thought I wanted him to kiss me like the way my first love did, by the park. I thought I wanted...

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 03:30:40 +1000

I thought I wanted him to kiss me like the way my first love did, by the park.

I thought I wanted him to fall asleep with me by the tv like the second, with every movie we watched.

I thought I wanted him to love me how they did with every inch of my heart.

Then he said “I can if you want me to. I’ll love you in any way you want me to”.

Then I knew all my thoughts were wrong.

I hate everything about me. This body. This face. This heart. Everything about me isn’t...

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 03:23:42 +1000

I hate everything about me.

This body. This face. This heart.

Everything about me isn’t right.

But by the end of the day, he loves everything that I hate.

I’ll never understand why.

cyberunfamous: Heartache by me

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 01:37:39 +1000

cyberunfamous:

Heartache by me

theblahblahblah: life-is—just-a—dream: vodkakilledtheteens: my...

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 01:31:39 +1000

theblahblahblah:

life-is—just-a—dream:

vodkakilledtheteens:

my mind

Everynight😐😐

my life, everyday.

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Thu, 11 Apr 2013 01:28:48 +1000

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The past came back to tempt me to go back. I said no.

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 02:35:36 +1000

I’m kinda proud of myself. A few things have happened and I stood strong and held my ground for Jasper. Cos I know he’s it. There’s no other like him. Not anyone that I know would come close to how he loves and treats me.

I know I’m not the prettiest girl around, nor am I the smartest, but I’m well aware of what is right. And what I have with him is so right. Someone I had a new friendship with, kinda cracked onto me even though he knew about Jasper. Now, first of all, who the shit does that? So that was a huge no-no right there. And second of all, there’s only one way to win me over. And it’s not with a pickup line. Even though he executed it quite well. But hey mister, I’m the queen of all pickup lines. I know how to use them, when to use them, and why to use them. And mister, you just know one out of the three. I fucking mastered the pickup arts.

I realised over the past, all my relationships even my current one is heavily depended on friendship. I honestly believe friendship is the foundation to any relationship. If you can’t handle as friends, how the hell are you suppose to hold a relationship together? There is no fucking way. I’m not saying be friends and then date. I’m saying your relationship has to have an element of friendship that ties the relationship into a perfect bowtie that you can showoff to those 2 minute relationships. I call those the “fuck runners”. You know what I mean.

Anywho, the second thing that happened is that I was mad in love with a best friend of mine. He was fun, warm, sensitive and really shy (which is my type). And I thought we hit it off while the time we spent together. But after a while i thought that he thought I was clingy or something based on how much time we spent together, he thought I was too much. And we ended as “just friends”. Heard that before.

But today, I found out he thought I ended it because I thought he was clingy. A total huge misunderstanding right there. The biggest slap to the face when he told me. In my head, all I could think of was “FUCK YOU”. I kinda went depressed for a while thinking why the shit was I not good enough for this moron. Now this unveiling of the truth kinda regrets the hate. I should have just confronted him. But then again, I wouldn’t think we would last. I don’t know. The friendship was actually worth the trouble of the heartache.

Well this is my rant since…. forever. :)

"All my mind knows is you."

Tue, 26 Mar 2013 01:51:48 +1100

“All my mind knows is you.”